all these words

hey guys

long time i know, how are you? i'll get straight to the point

the weather.

i'm the kind of person who believes everything in our environment affects us .. and the weather in kuwait has been amazing lately .. there have been a lot of clouds, we've been getting some rain and my god i love rain

lets talk about rain for a second ..

why do i love the rain so much?? the thing is unfortunately i'm kind of a gloomy person .. and its not something i'm proud of its just a reality about me .. i'm gloomy and i have a tendency to think i'm rejected and unwanted most of the time .. and the thing about rain is that its sort of like when it rains .. the sky is here for you, does that make sense? i feel like the sky is making a statement when its raining.. like things happen even to the biggest of features in this world, water pours out of these skies, everything in this world is moved and changeable, so it sort of acts as a reminder that maybe the way i'm feeling is interchangeable too . maybe i won't always feel this way .. and sometimes when i'm feeling down and it starts to rain, i feel like the sky is here for me

i mean i know what i'm saying probably sounds pretty lame, but this is me.. and idk.. lately i've been having weird feelings but thats just me as well

also

i want to write poems

and i want you guys to tell me whether you think i should go for it or not .. i've never been much of a poet.. just a writer and idk i wanna experiment a little


i realise this blog post may not have been as interesting as you may have hoped but i guess that just tells you that lately .. i'm not exactly myself

until next time